The beginning of the journey

At some point, I lost my faith. I don’t mean I stopped believing in God or forgot His existence, I mean I became distant; doing any religious task had become a chore. I always felt there is a bond between a person and God, and through that bond a person can tell if God has mercy on them at that time or not. i really believe that mercy on earth is peace of mind and peace of heart. And I could tell that God has not granted me that peace. Through that bond, I felt God is punishing me for my sins by taking away my peace of mind and peace of heart, and to get all that back I am meant to go through a journey. I am writing this blog not because I have gone on that journey and completed it, although at some point I thought I did, but more to document it as I go. I’m not sure if I will ever get there but let’s hope so.

My hope is that by blogging, it will help me keep those ideas that light up my brain alive if I ever lose the light, and maybe it will light up my way and maybe help light someone else’s.